long time since i blogged

today is a sad day for me... though the matter doesn't really concern me, it made me heartache... it concerns my brother... and to see him in such a state, makes me feel sad for him... i dunno why i feel tat way, but it just pains an elder bro to see his younger bro like tat...

the past few days have been great... i've have been seeing her everyday... i just can't get enuff of her... how i wish she was by my side, 24hrs a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year... nothing more could be expressed, other than i really do love her... she's different and seriously special... i shall not comment on her here as its exclusive to us only... but indeed, she's great... exams are coming soon and she's gonna graduate... i wonder how things would be like... but i'll continue to work hard, cos now, i got an aim... and that is, to provide for her... i guessed i changed... even Wenjun says so... my gaming skills kinda suck now... but Wenjun says, i always have my ups and downs like a S-curve...