theory of "missery" and "misserable"

i haven't been seeing my gf for the past one week because of the exams... i must say it is really a very difficult time to go thru and ur whole body seems to be telling u tat there's something very wrong with it but it doesn't know wat... its all because i'm missing her so much till i can hardly control myself... i go mad, i wanna shout, feel like whining... all these are signs of "missery"... there are 2 meanings to "misserable". 1. she is really very "misserable" as she makes me miss her. 2. i am feeling very "misserable" because i miss her and yet can't get to see her... exams are starting for me on monday and ending on friday... i hope all goes well and i am able to pull my CAP up...