life doesn't always go the way u want it

Comex IT fair

2006-08-30T10:35:00.000+08:00

i'm working for Sony again in this coming Comex IT fair at Expo... the pay this time isn't half as good as the last time i worked... maybe they saw that the last time we really made too much so decided to cut down expenses on our promoters side... anyone looking for Sony laptops can look for me... its from Thu to Sun... well haven't been blogging lately as i've been busy with school work and gf... but i'll come in and blog some time whenever i can... school has been tough as now year2, they expect us to read everything on our own... well hope can earn big money like the last time again!

insurance

2006-08-04T13:27:00.000+08:00

today i took my 1st insurance paper out of the 3 and i passed!!! yeah!!! there are 3 exams to take before i'll be certified as a financial advisor... they are M5, M9 and HI... when i saw the questions, i was scared... cos the questions were not mainly the same as wat i had done online... when i was supposed to press the OK button to submit my entry, i was abit scared... then when i saw the "pass", i sighed a relief... this was the most confident paper, i'm afraid the other 2 will be disappointing...

well there's a recruitment talk by Adam Khoo on 16th Aug Wednesday 6pm... anyone interested to go? its not compulsory to sign up or anything... just go listen to him talk... dinner is provided and oso everyone tat goes will get 2 movie tickets free... so anyone interested pls let me know...

pics of taiwan

2006-07-23T12:55:00.000+08:00

taiwan!!! naruwan!!!

2006-07-19T11:21:00.000+08:00

just got back from Taiwan! it was a great trip there with my galfriend, 2 buddies (Wenjun Jinsheng) and their galfriends(Nuohan Huihui)... got to see and experience stuff tat i couldn't haf in Singapore... we spent around $1k overall as we took a budget airline (Jetstar Asia) where the seats were rather cramped but was alright, and stayed at my aunt's friend's hotel (Chairman Hotel) which was an ok hotel... my xiao mei showed us around all the 6days 5 nights and i'm really grateful for tat as if without her, we would not haf such a smooth holiday... and oso my aunt for arranging transport for us and paying for some of our expenses, if not it would haf been inconvenient and we would haf spent much more...
1st day, upon reaching there, we were shown around Shilin Night market where there was alot of food to eat and stores to see... the food there is great! much cheaper and nicer than in Singapore... the XXL chicken and all the other xiao chi... it was the first time i saw my another aunt-in-law's big brother and wife... there was go-karting in Shilin and it was great! can drive real fast and i found tat i love the thrill of going fast... so i must get a fast car next time!
we spent the 2nd day at Ximending where alot of shopping was done... well the gals had more stuff to see than the guys as usual and the fashion there not really the same as ours... the price of a brandless t-shirt was abt $20 so i didn't really buy much... then at night we went to the KTV there... Party World or wat was its name... wow i tell u, after going there, u will really think tat the Singapore one sucks... over there, the room is super big... u got ur own toilet, 3 microphones, got a mini stage, a big couch which is far from the screen, 2 dining tables where 1 is like the lounge kind and the screen which is like an OHP screen... not to say tat the food there is buffet style which is of restaurant standard... and the Sotong balls!!!! woohoo!!! u eat one and would immediately go, "oh man!!! give me more of these!!!"
the 3rd day was when the typhoon hit Taipei... i must say it was a great experience!!! no umbrella can save u from it... all our umbrellas spoilt!!! and the winds were damn strong... literally wat ur parents say "eat more or else the wind will blow u away!" the gals couldn't walk at all but us guys could and we had to pull and push them along... xiao mei was the most poor thing... she got blown and almost hit a taxi... we gave up on using umbrellas and bought raincoats instead... in Singapore, who would wanna use a raincoat? its so ugly!!! but over there, heck la cos its so much better than an umbrella... so all of us had this ugly, rubbish collector kind of plastic sheet over us... we went Wu Fen Pu to shop shop but trying wasn't allowed there... so sian...
4th day we went to try the Ding Tai Feng... i must say, it tastes the same as in Singapore... mainly its tourists who eat there, not locals... after eating, we went to Taipei 101... it was an upgraded Paragon there... the stores inside were all the branded ones... we ended off the day with a trip to the hot springs... well nothing much i must say... just soaking in warm water which had sulphur smell which is said to be good for the skin...
5th day was the day i bought my Gundam Mobile suits!!! woohoo!!! there's a store there which specialises in selling them! when i went in, it was like a gal going into an LV shop... Paradise!!! i instantly went crazy! wanting to see everything and touch everything!!! the stuff they haf there are unimaginable... if i was rich, i would haf bought everything there... its cheaper than in Singapore, so i bought 3 mobile suits... but could haf got more... wasted! we went to take the Ferris wheel which is the 2nd largest in the world i think... it was a great view from above and it didn't move very fast, so those weak-hearted, do try it! in Taiwan, Basketball is very popular... there are arcade machines all around so we decided to give it a trip... my partnership with my galfriend gave us 123pts... not too bad for a 1st try! at night, we went to Shilin once more where my galfriend and Huihui did their nails... i most really say its worth it... cos its very nice...
6th day last day we booked a maxi cab-like car to go up to Jiu Fen... the scenery there was really nice... can see out into the sea from the mountain top and there were nice teahouses where we sat in and relax... there were mostly stuff to eat there and food products to buy... and the whole trip ended there with us running to catch the plane... haha wat an experience the whole trip... i'm missing it already... so does Jinsheng... if haf the chance, i wanna go travelling again... though i ended up sick now and needing to take medicine... woohoo Taiwan!!! i'll post pics soon...

sometimes, just sometimes...

2006-07-08T11:27:00.000+08:00

sometimes just sometimes, u feel so sick of stuff... u just feel so sian, so tired, u just wanna gif up on everything and throw them aside... but yet, there's this little contradiction in u... u wanna throw everything aside, but yet u want that thing to come show u care and concern though u dun wanna show tat... sometimes u just feel tat u put in so much yet to gain back so little... sometimes u place ur priorities on stuff but yet they are not placed onto u... sometimes u wonder why they can react tat way when u do things like tat, yet when they do things like tat but then u are told to be understanding and not react the same way... doesn't my theory of "do unto others wat u want others to u" hold at all? or just tat people know abt it, agree with it, but just tat the actions do not follow it... why why why? why do i feel this way, why am i writing this entry? guess its my way of venting sometimes... guess my blog was given a correct title "life doesn't always go the way u want it"

i need opinions! i'm confused...

2006-07-02T20:19:00.000+08:00

my uncle has asked me to join him in the insurance industry... he has set up a company to sell general insurance, ie. fire, car, shop, travel insurance, and would like me to take over it with his son after i graduate... but i need to take up life insurance 1st before selling general... there are 5 papers to take before i can sell life insurance and 3 more papers before selling general... it looks very attractive... but i haf some concerns...
1st, i wondering if the market is already very saturated with insurance agents
2nd, i wondering who can i sell to and who would buy
3rd, i'm afraid tat i go into something tat i dun study in uni, it will waste my degree and oso if i dun like selling insurance next time and wanna go back to wat i studied, i would be too detached from it...
pls give me comments on whether i should or not, cos i'm really confused now...

anyway, went to support Wenjun for his triathlon today... it was 1.5km swim, 40km cycle and 10km run... congrats Wenjun!!! on finishing it! after seeing all the racer bikes today... i abit tempted to get one myself... but the average ones all cost at least $900!!! i may want to take part next year too... cos the medal u get when u complete it, is very pretty!!! plus its been some time since i lst got a medal (back in JC times) and i would love to add one more to my collection!!!

i'm finally home!!!

2006-06-24T10:28:00.000+08:00

the renovations are almost completed, left with a few touch ups and stuff... and yes! i'm finally back home!!! i'm so very happy to be home... last night moved everything back form my uncle's place... then i cleaned up my room, though it will need another cleaning after all the renovations are done... i'm so excited to getting my own room! can decorate it any way i want, and i will make sure tat it is super clean and tidy!!! after all the moving and cleaning last night, i woke up with my back and shoulders aching... argh!!!

btw, anyone looking for a job, can ask me... currently, M1 has 2-3 positions for admin work at Jurong East area... the job scope is mainly telemarketing, calling up customers... its $7 an hr... must wear office attire and be able to work the whole month of July... if me wenjun and jinsheng weren't going to Taiwan in July, it would have been good being able to work together...

renovations and a pissed day

2006-06-12T18:51:00.000+08:00

my home is under renovations for at least 10 days... and i've become a wandering traveller moving from house to house... i really hope they would finish the job soon, cos travelling around sure is tiring... esp. when our allocated place now is my uncle's place in Bukit Panjang... nothing beats being in ur own home... its so much more comfortable there... today's only the 3rd day and i can hardly take it anymore... there's totally nothing to do today!!! and i'm superbly bored... and this area is making me pissed cos of 2 incidents... 1st, i took a bus no. 184 from Clementi to Bukit Panjang... on the way there was a fallen tree and there were police directing traffic... and for wat reason i do not know, the bus uncle made all of us alight!!! whereby after the tree, he continued his bus journey!!! wat the f*** did he ask us to get off??? i was stranded in nowhere and i had totally no idea where i was... i walked a long distance just to get the to near bus stop... and i was mre pissed when i saw 184 does go there (cos at 1st i tot the bus dun go there so the bus uncle ask us to alight)... i was pissed and walked another 3-4 bus stops to Bukit Panjang Plaza... then the 2nd incident, i went to the Mac at the Plaza and i ordered Sausage MacMuffin with Egg meal... then i saw him putting in the one w/o egg which is of red wrapper, so i told him tat the one with egg was the one in blue... then he gave me the accusing look as if i was trying to cheat him and he asked "wat did u order just now? can u remember? didn't u order the $2 dollar breakfast meal?" i was like wtf no... and he checked and later changed the MacMuffin for me and he didn't even apologise... wtf sia... i can't stand it when people accuse me of doing something i didn't and most of all, he gave me the guilty look! knn... wat a bad start to the day... these 2 incidents really make me dislike this place more, plus the distance to travel here...

i made a call to complain the SMRT abt the bus service... hai i really hope my home gets renovated fast... i can't wait to get back home where its so much more comfortable and convenient... at least tomorrow i got some work to do... working at M1... hope it isn't too tough a job...

Sony at the IT show!

2006-06-05T00:28:00.000+08:00

finally its back to normal life! but yet i still wake up at 8+ this morning... i have been working 4 days selling Sony VAIO laptops and today auto wake up so early... its has been great!!! great working with my friends, great earning so much, great being part of the whole show, great seeing all the different people and their characteristics... people are really weird, esp. Singaporeans... they super like to queue!!! i dunno why!!! they were super crazy abt Sony laptops... and they queue like crazy just to get one... but 5pm ytd, we had nothing much left to sell!!! out of the 8 models on sale, 6 were out of stock!!! even the display sets were grabbed!!! people would wake outside the fair, when 11am doors open, they chiong in!!! out of the 4 days, 3 days were me who sold the 1st sets!!!! woohoo!!! and we always tell our customers, dun want till last day then buy... want then see liao straight buy... cos we won't drop price... but they dun wanna listen!!! got a customer, thu came dun wanna buy, fri evening come we out of stock, sat come morning but didn't get to buy, finally sun chiong down 11am to grab one of the 7 last sets we had... people are damn funny... they could haf saved so much trouble!!! and oso another thing amused me... whenever there is limited sets, customers would always peek at other customers to see if they wanna buy... once there were 2 sets left... then once a customer say he take one set, the other customer beside him, straight away said she want the last set!!! and she didn't even let me finish telling her the specs of the laptop and wat it comes with!!! people were just freaking desperate to get a Sony laptop, they dun even care abt anything else!!! madness... u can totally see people being mad, and i just wanna laugh at them... the marketing strategy Sony used was simply great... to be honest, when we underwent training and were introduced to the laptops, we found tat it was tough to sell... cos the price was higher than other brands and the specs of the laptops were just average... who would pay so much for this??? with tat amount of money, i can buy a super laptop with the best specs... but then customers just went really crazy abt a VAIO... in total, we sold 610 sets... madness... the people at the Samsung booth had nothing to do, and always pulled a long face... so poor thing... and there were too many promoters for their side tat they form a long wall... who would wanna go in??? and over at our Sony side, we all no feeling to sell liao, just look over and laugh at their long faces... we were laughing joking, customers come and we talk cock to them... totally different situation between our 2 booths... haha... wat a great experience...

big sigh...

2006-05-30T23:29:00.000+08:00

results are out... but i didn't do as well as i hoped tat i could... so sad... but Gundam Seed Destiny is brighting up my days!!! its super super nice!!! Kira Yamato is back in the battlefield and he's totally a class of his own... he's way above anyone in the battlefield... he's simply great!!! i must start getting the songs and pictures of the anime... i will start buying the models to make soon too!!! esp. now got Great Singapore Sale!!!

I'm starting work in the IT fair this coming thursday selling VAIO Sony laptops!!! anyone interested pls let me know!!!

Gundam Seed

2006-05-23T10:44:00.000+08:00

i just finished watching Gundam Seed... its very nice and now i'm watching Gundam Seed Destiny, which is a continuation from the previous series... GS is really nice... the war ended and the Earth and ZAFT finally signed a peace treaty... the heros from the war were Kira Yamato, Lex Klein, Asuran Zala, Cagalli Yulu, and those onboard Archangel... wat a nice and touching story.... Freedom, Justice, Strike, Buster, Strike Rouge, all fought for peace... now i watching GSD where now the war is starting again, but for a different reason... and here u see people being drawn into battle too... just like Kira Yamato in GS... the story is really very very nice tat i can't think of any words to describe it... its the anime for those who love war, to see the efforts and hearts of those who wanna stop the war, the pain of going thru wars, people who get pulled into war unwillingly, the real human fighting spirit releasing itself during battles, the beautiful Mobile Suits and of course, the pretty ladies in the anime... i love Gundam Seed cos i can see alot of stuff from it...

a reason why our government is good

2006-05-18T23:42:00.000+08:00

for all u people who do not like our government, here's a reason why u should... to be frank, our government takes much better care of us than other countries' governments... our government for instance, makes sure tat insurance companies do not anyhow take our money to invest... they do not allow them to anyhow invest and oso not take all the money to invest... they restrict the insurance companies such tat they still haf reserves so tat if they go bankrupt, they will still be able to pay back the money our people had put in... so u see, the goverment takes good care of its citizens!!! they really think for us alot!!! still got many examples tat the Singapore government takes good care of us, when i know abt them, i'll post here!

i'm getting my own room

2006-05-18T11:21:00.000+08:00

i'm getting my own room after the next renovation!!! well i wonder how it would be like, cos i'm already used to having my bro in the same room... got to decide how to decorate and how its arrangement should be... maybe i'll go down to Ikea to take a look... perhaps get a coffee table, and bean bag to relax... i would like more space in the room, i dun like too many things being placed around... i'll get a new Hi-Fi too once i see a nice and cheap one... prefer the wooden kind of look... i dunno why but i like the wooden look... look more classy i feel... my trophies will be put into my own room, my display cabinet will be putting all the Gundam tat i've done... and i think i might buy more to make and stuff cos i watching Gundam Seed now... its really nice... i might be going to cut my hair too... cut thinner so tat easier to style... cos thick liao then the gel doesn't hold tat well... perhaps dye it to a more obvious brown too... oh well so many things to do... but i think i lack the discipline... wanted to go for a run today... but in the end didn't... got do workouts at home though... maybe just lazy to get out of house... love the warm shelter of home...

days have passed

2006-05-15T10:14:00.000+08:00

well so many days have passed and long time since i blogged... been spending my time with my gf most of the time... i haven't really found a part time job but been working on certain days here and there... oh yes, Liverpool won the FA cup!!! such a thriller match... was watching it over at JS's house... West Ham were really lucky the whole match... scoring 2 really lucky goals... lucky Liverpool could come back with their superb class... esp. with Gerrard, Sissoko and Cisse who played much better than usual... yeah Liverpool!!!

everyone's looking for a job...

2006-05-02T10:53:00.000+08:00

exams are over and the 3 months of break has started for us and everyone wants to work, including me... 3 months is a long time, and if i dun work, i wonder wat i can do... my com's graphic card is giving me problems i think, causing the lag while i play dota... can hardly play dota at all with the lag currently and i'm very sian by it... cos finally exams ended and i tot can game finally, but to my much unhappiness, my com fails me... i've been watching gundam seed on youtube nowadays cos naruto and bleach are not having new episodes lately... i must say, that gundam seed is really nice... since young i loved gundam... i even bought their models to make... but they got alot of different series, but i think seed is good... once i finish it, i shall watch destiny...

finished my M1 roadshow job!

2006-04-30T22:47:00.000+08:00

well it can be considered as my 1st time job... and i really enjoyed myself other than the tiring and aching feet i get after each day of standing... well the M1 staff are all very nice and friendly people and i enjoyed myself working with them... most of the people there were temporary staff... i was in charge of the M1 webcam booth with Qiu Yin... my in charge was 1.9m tall!!! we had a hard time talking to him as it strained our necks so much... people from the Student plan booth was very nice too... we had a fun time interacting and giving out the pamphlets... if got chance, i hope to work with them again... people were fun, working was fun, bosses were nice, wat more can i ask for? haha other than the painful feet from standing... well fun experience... hope the 15th of May comes soon... then money money money!!!!

exams are over and i started working!

2006-04-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

woohoo!!! the exams are all over for me! this semester i put in more effort than the last one, so i hope to do much better than last semester and pull my CAP score to at least 3.0... all the modules i took, i found the exam alright, only for the stats one which i didn't manage to finish and i must say, the questions are much more difficult than last semester's final paper... so hopefully my little more effort in my studies do pay off...

For my expectations :
Science of Music B+ and above
Marketing at least B-
Employee Management at least B
Biodiversity hope can be a B at least
Statistics pray that can at least scrape a B-

i started working today after my last paper... currently doing a 3-day road show for M1 at Suntec City outside Carrefour... the job's alright for the 1st day cos ain't much crowd, but for Sat and Sun i think got more people, so i hope i dun mess up anything... i'm in charge of the booth promoting webcam... my partner is a gal who's younger than me... if do not count lunch break no pay, i'll get $196, i think, from this 3-day temporary job... i hope to find a temporary job for this 3 month break i haf... hopefully can find a good job...

Joan the warrior

2006-04-23T12:30:00.000+08:00

just read the papers today abt a gal named Joan who developed tongue cancer... she was an ex-RGS gal and only 20 this year... when she discovered abt her illness, it was already at stage 4, one stage before terminal... she's currently not doing too well and doctor has said abt 3 weeks left... the cancer has spread to her spine and affected her greatly... she can hardly lift her head up, face is swollen, left ear has a buzzing sound always and her left hand keeps trembling... all these are stuff 1 month ago, so i suspect she must be in greater pain now... i feel so sorry for her... i can imagine herself asking at times, why must such a thing happen to her... she's a bright gal, with a uni place waiting for her... and she's so young, i'm sure there's alot of stuff she wants to do and great things waiting for her to accomplish... but she carries on fighting the disease... a courage i must praise... not everyone can stay positive in times like these... i really admire her...

life is really short for some... and this shows how fragile life can be... someone can be alright one moment, and gone the next... so for all of u out there, pls live ur life to the fullest... not everyone has the chance to do so... make sure u keep in touch with all ur friends, spend time with ur family and tell ur loved ones tat u love them... do not live to regret things u wished u had done... if u had made someone angry and do not haf the courage to apologize, go say sorry now; if u really appreciate ur family but never did tell them abt it, go tell them u love them; if u have a gf or bf, call him/her to say tat he/she is on ur mind now... remember, do not delay or think tat some stuff do not haf to say out cos they already know...

people do not need super heros, they only need brave ones...

theory of "missery" and "misserable"

2006-04-21T09:41:00.000+08:00

i haven't been seeing my gf for the past one week because of the exams... i must say it is really a very difficult time to go thru and ur whole body seems to be telling u tat there's something very wrong with it but it doesn't know wat... its all because i'm missing her so much till i can hardly control myself... i go mad, i wanna shout, feel like whining... all these are signs of "missery"... there are 2 meanings to "misserable". 1. she is really very "misserable" as she makes me miss her. 2. i am feeling very "misserable" because i miss her and yet can't get to see her... exams are starting for me on monday and ending on friday... i hope all goes well and i am able to pull my CAP up...

feeling bored...

2006-04-18T16:15:00.000+08:00

one early morning at Macs

my new haircut

my b'day cake from my full of surprises gf!

read the papers abt a **** dad

2006-04-14T09:41:00.000+08:00

just read the papers today abt this singaporean guy who has mutiple wives... his identity was kept secret as to protect his daughters... i must express my utmost disgust and frustration for such a man... he had mutiple wives and "brainwashed" them to think that he has rights to having sex with his daughters... he has abt 9 daughters if i did not remember wrongly... and he had sex with them, causing 2 to be pregnant and had to go for abortions... the oldest gal was only 16 years old! wat a **** father!!! please forgive me for using such words on him as there is nothing else to describe such a "knnbccb" father... if i ever get to see him, i would love to add a punch to his face as well... imagine the damage done to his daughters! wat mental barriers they would start to have... and they are so young! they still got such a long way in life... such a nightmare childhood would turn their lives around... their futures are greatly damaged if not already lost... all thanks to this bastard... and to think his wives helped him as well! guess wat his arguments in court were... "i noticed my gals having inappropriate behaviour with boys, so i did tat to satisfy them so that they would not do anything with those boys." wtf... wat a statement... i hope he gets the maximum penalty or one tat is more than the maximium... done wrong yet still can say such bold words... someone, pls slap him upside down and hopefully slap him dumb...

semester over and exams approaching

2006-04-13T18:40:00.000+08:00

well so fast another semester is over... and from next sem onwards, i won't get to see my gf in school anymore!!! so sad... exams are coming soon, but as fast as it comes, it goes as well... so i'm still pretty happy... today i had my last Science of Music test... i wanted full marks!!! but then got a careless mistake again!!! argh!!! the last time was 22/25, this one think will get 24/25... sian... cos i know my essay and MIDI won't be tat good, thus need to work hard on the MCQ tests... so sad, i really wanted full marks for the 2 tests... but due to carelessness... it can get really depressing... but at least i left 4 papers for final term... so need to study for them!

i enjoyed my b'day!

2006-04-04T13:07:00.000+08:00

my birthday has been an enjoyable one... we had celebrations 1 day before at Baba King, my uncle's restaurant at Expo... my relatives and my best friends, and of course, my galfriend went... but wat made me most happy was my galfriend who cooked pasta and bought a cake for me on the actual day! i was so touched! it was such a surprise... i dun wanna say too much here cos i feel its a personal thing... but we had dinner at Crystal Jade located at Paragon... that outlet very posh... from the outside, it can be seen tat its a high class place... the ambience is really nice and the service is really the kind tat u would be most willing to pay for... it had been a very happy birthday... thanks to all who gave me face... thanks for all the wishes and presents!

tyco at work again

2006-04-01T14:12:00.000+08:00

ytd i had a dota game with Wenjun... and it was another one to prove my tyco-ness... but only for those who play dota will understand wat i'm gonna say... i was Pudge... the opposition Stealth Assassin was hit by the tower and was red health and he went back, becoming invisible again... i went there and saw Zeus and he ran back into the shroud too... then i wanted to hook Zeus out from it, and so funnily, hooked SA instead! and SA died! it was damn funny... cos by right i need a gem to see SA and oso i just hooked for fun, hoping to get Zeus as i thought SA had long went back to base... then when SA died, me and Wenjun kept laughing... even the opposition was stunned and they keep saying i was pro... but it was pure tyco!!! but i guess wat Shikimaru from Naruto said was right... luck is oso counted as a tactic during a battle... haha... guess i'm filled with it!!! i proved myself to still be Wenjun's most tyco/lucky friend... haha...

tired!!!

2006-03-26T22:07:00.000+08:00

went to surprise my gf today! she was very happy! then i went to meet Wenjun at Ikea cos he wanted to buy a book shelf and a study table... the book shelf was taller than Wenjun... and it weighed so heavy!!! we carried it all the way to his home!!! we took breaks at every bus stops and my hand nearly fell out!!! by the time we got it to his place, we were perspiring till like as if we just came out from the swimming pool... my hands were all soft and i could hardly lift them up... i had a hard time taking my bath too... argh!!! need to train...

sian...

2006-03-26T13:37:00.000+08:00

seems like i got a few times titled "sian"... but i'm really sian!!! got no mood to do work at all today... i oso dunno why... the semester is coming to an end... and yet i dun wanna see the end of the road so quickly... this sem has been rather fruitful for me... i really like Biodiversity's field trips... so sad that we finished all the practicals already... i dun want the sem to end!!! there's still so much i wanna do but can never be disciplined enuff to do them... help me!!!

long time since i blogged

2006-03-22T23:33:00.000+08:00

today is a sad day for me... though the matter doesn't really concern me, it made me heartache... it concerns my brother... and to see him in such a state, makes me feel sad for him... i dunno why i feel tat way, but it just pains an elder bro to see his younger bro like tat...

the past few days have been great... i've have been seeing her everyday... i just can't get enuff of her... how i wish she was by my side, 24hrs a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year... nothing more could be expressed, other than i really do love her... she's different and seriously special... i shall not comment on her here as its exclusive to us only... but indeed, she's great... exams are coming soon and she's gonna graduate... i wonder how things would be like... but i'll continue to work hard, cos now, i got an aim... and that is, to provide for her... i guessed i changed... even Wenjun says so... my gaming skills kinda suck now... but Wenjun says, i always have my ups and downs like a S-curve...

stats test

2006-03-16T18:59:00.000+08:00

today got my stats test... didn't really study for it... it was not too hard and i think it was relatively easy for those who studied!!! and i lost 2 marks due to careless mistake!!! i got the correct answer liao den dunno why didn't see the option which was there... then i tot i was wrong and used another method to get an answer and then chose tat option!!! i was so blur!!! i got the correct answer at first!!! den why i never see tat option!!!

i love my gf!!! she's simply wonderful... but i not gonna say why here...

leavers...

2006-03-12T20:14:00.000+08:00

leavers in DOTA really spoil the game... i can go on and on cursing their asses off... they create nothing but anger in the game... i wonder why they even play at all... something must be done abt them... and if i got the power to do anything to them, be sure tat they will get the most of wat my abilities would be... they spoil the true fun of gaming and these people should be severely given a taste of their own medicine...

my 60th post!

2006-03-09T18:18:00.000+08:00

its been some time i've been blogging, and this is my 60th post! hmmm nothing to be happy abt i guess, but... last night, was a happy night for me!!! kinda made me feel happy all the way even till today... today had my Sci of Music CA... didn't study at all before the test (but studied ytd and the day before), but after it, i was confident of getting full marks if there wasn't any careless mistake... then later i found out, i got 3 mistakes liao... so sad!!! 2 is never read question properly, 1 is my knowledge of it was wrong... so sad... i wanted 25/25!!! cos compared to those musical people, my MIDI sure lose... then essay oso not say very good... so i wanted to hit on the 2 written CAs... now i only can hope i get 22/25!!! wat a disappointment... but nvm... i'm still happy!!! Wenjun!!! why Nuohan dun wanna watch the concert???? or else 6 of us can go together!!! i was so excited initially when u say wanna go, then plus the seats next to us still available!!! argh!!!

tests!!!

2006-03-08T23:16:00.000+08:00

haven't been blogging for some time now... lazy to do so... tomorrow i got a Sci of Music CA test... have already studied for it... hope its gonna be as easy as wat the lecturer says it would be...

Big day over!

2006-03-01T20:05:00.000+08:00

today was my MKT1003 project presentation... it took up 25% of my grades, 15% for written report and 10% for presentation... i was kinda nervous esp. while during tutorial, waiting for the presentation to start... its my 1st presentation since 3yrs!!! cos my last presentation was in JC, and it was my 1st in uni... i was the group leader and was tasked the one to start the ball rolling... it started off pretty well with the class being enthusiastic abt it... but troubles started brewing... 1st, we didn't manage to finish the whole presentation as we exceeded 30mins; 2nd, the class were well prepared on the topic and showed no mercy on the questions asked... we were rather stunned on the receiving end and couldn't answer some questions well; 3rd, after we presented, the tutor gave feedback on us and wat he wanted and we didn't have; as we were the 1st team to start presentation out of the 5 groups, we tot tat we would be used as the benchmark for the rest... oso the tutor gave alot of pointers, from our presentation, on wat he wanted., which means others would improve on us... all seemed to be going bad for us... but to our surprise, he gave us 8/10 for our presentation!!! he said, as we were the 1st group, he gives us the benefit of doubt... but expects more from other teams as he said wat he wants! so in the end, being the 1st to present was perhaps the team who was more beneficial!!!

random

2006-02-25T21:38:00.000+08:00

haha i wanna form a clan for DOTA called random... haha... i'll just keep tat in view... well today do my MKT1003 project... so sian... the presentation is on this coming Wed... so many projects... getting sick of them... so time wasting... anyway congrats to Jessica on making it to the Finals for Talent Quest! Good job! i didn't go support her... i think she's angry with me... anyway talked to Yvonne and Weikit over webcam just now... they seem to be enjoying themselves over there... i wanna go on a holiday too!!! i'll work this semester break... then enjoy myself!!! anyway gonna post some pics tat i didn't post during CNY and sentosa...

The whole group

The guys

CNY at my place

nice day!

2006-02-24T22:26:00.000+08:00

today we had a Biodiversity excursion to Changi Beach... it was very windy there, the most windy beach i ever went to before... Changi Beach is a natural beach, unlike East Coast... it was really a very fun and eye-opener trip... i got to see alot of creatures there... stuff tat i didn't notice before... i wished i had brought my slippers then i could have gone into the water, but i didn't go into the water... i was more fun being in the water... cos our TA and those who went in, used a net to scope stuff up from the sea... the waves were really strong there too... much stronger than Sentosa... evening time i went to UCC to watch a concert by NUS SO... its my 1st concert and i must say the whole place, even the people there are very cultured and well-mannered... though i dunno how to appreciate the music, i must say it was a great experience...

the mid term break is over

2006-02-23T17:56:00.000+08:00

well just like a blink of the eye, the mid term break is over... let's see wat i did for these 4 days... monday was mkt1003 project in school but we didn't finish it... tues was studying at Queenstown library... wed was studying too but evening went out... thu was project meeting again... got the written report done, but still got the powerpoint presentation... hopefully this saturday morning can finish it and get it over and done with... so sian to keep meeting up for projects... but think Geetha is angry with us, cos she stays the furthest yet always the 1st to arrive but the rest of us are always late... well bleach 70 is out... doesn't seem to be as interested compared to Ichigo going to Soul Society... woke up at around 3.40am ytd cos wasn't feeling well... vomitted and could feel the stomach bloated... woke up at 7.30am feeling alittle better though... hmmm till now i still haven't taken pics of my black hair... haha... dun like... tomorrow is back to school liao... so fast... hai... then got to catch a concert to write an essay... i feel abit bored abt tomorrow... i need a longer break!!!

tiring weekend

2006-02-19T23:28:00.000+08:00

had a soccer match at St. Wilfred on Sat... we lost the match... lost quite badly too in fact... the opposition was too strong and fast for us... very throw face the match... dun wanna talk abt it liao... but i scraped my knee.. abit 2 $1 dollar coin size... now got pus and stuff... think can only wear shorts for this period of time... the match really drained my energy... woke up today still body feel heavy, not yet recover from the exhaustion... must start training liao... went to Sentosa today with Jinsheng, Huihui, Wenjun, Arthur, Yuling, Poh Lin, Serene, Johan and Teck Chee... played vball and frisbee and captain's ball... so tired liao... then later saw police and people diving into the sea... think another case of drowning... saw Amanda from Fairfield, 2 years younger from Prefectorial Board one... didn't get to ask her where she's at now... anyone knows? term break started.. and tomorrow must do project... sian... i wanna slack... but i need to use this break to catch up with work too... need to get out of the house to study... if stay home sure play game one... today's outing was kinda fun.. the company was good and it was like a galfriends' outing too... so funny.. but the whole time i was being made fun of... couldn't do anything but smile and keep quiet... Johan leaving liao... Bon voyage... study hard!

mid term break is here!

2006-02-17T22:37:00.000+08:00

well finally haf one week of break... wat should i do? study? play? projects? well monday has been taken up by my MKT1003 project already... i need to catch up on some studies too... but can't study at home... need to get out... went to Bugis today... tried this game at the arcade where u can buy handphones, PSP... me and Wenjun got so excited by the game tat we kept playing... it really could make one very excited... but too bad we didn't win anything... or else we'll be like $500 richer... bought a new mouse today... its Microsoft... quite cool!!! the buttons are softer to press and got a new sound when clicked... tomorrow got a soccer match with Jinsheng's NTU friends... hope we can win them or at least draw... hope the best turns out tomorrow!

ms swan!

2006-02-16T10:30:00.000+08:00

been so tired lately... every night i haf dreams... then always wake up tired... i slept at 12.30 ytd, woke up at 10.15 today, but yet i'm still tired!!! can die man... so sian... my mind just seems to keep thinking and thinking... maybe i'm gonna be like Professor X! with mental power... but i think maybe i got abit of it... i sometimes can feel and guess well... 6th sense i guess... well anyone in need of a good laugh, go to youtube.com and type in miss swan... this lady is superbly funny... watch the eyewitness one 1st before u catch the other episodes... think there are abt 10+ episodes abt her... she's really funny... shouldn't say why or else will spoil the fun of it... but seriously, do watch it... well next week is the mid term break liao... been doing alright this sem so far... been doing more studying on normal days than last sem... but this mid term break, i must try to revise alot too... i need to work soon too... gonna need cash... this coming holidays after the sem, must work! cos i didn't win TOTO... sad...

Ghim Khoon's b'day!

2006-02-11T00:57:00.000+08:00

today we went for steamboat to celebrate Ghim Khoon's b'day... we ate at one of the stalls opposite Shaw House... the steamboat there was alright, not fantastic la... there were 7 of us... Ghimz, Jinsheng, Huihui, Johan, Weiqi, Li Ping and me... after steamboat, we went Suntec to buy a cake... but upon reaching there, my stomach felt funny... it started churning... i went to the toilet once... but couldn't really get anything out... then i went to meet them to cut the cake... after eating the cake, i felt more unwell... stomach just kept churning and then felt there was a pain... i went to the toilet a 2nd time... this time, the alarm system kept going off while i was inside... then there was an announcement tat the fire alarm went off, and investigations were being carried out... after coming out from the toilet, i did not feel any better... wanted to take a cab home, but none came... in the end took a bus ride of 40mins to get home... the whole time i was feeling so uncomfortable... just wanted to get home asap... i think it was the Tom Yam soup... i drank too much of it... Ghimz oso felt unwell, like wanna vomit... i think the uncomfortable-ness everyone haf felt it before... the pain and stomach tossing, but go toilet nothing much comes out... then later come out of the toilet liao, the stomach still feels as bad as before... fortunately, i managed to make it home... still feel unwell and went to the toilet a 3rd time... hope it will be the last time...

wat a small world

2006-02-08T20:12:00.000+08:00

last week at marketing lecture, my jc schoolmate sat next to me... i couldn't confirm, so i didn't day hi or anything... then so small world tat she's in my marketing tutorial class... and so coincidental tat cos only our group had 4 people, she joined our group... wat a small world... anyway, she's called alicia... well i was thinking, life goes in such a way tat u start off as a baby, then u learn to walk, grow up, talk, study from primary to secondary to JC, then to army, university, graduate, work, grow old, then die... is there any way or other ways tat life is supposed to be? who determines tat life has to go this way? why ain't there anyone who tells us to live in another way? do we all haf to resign to such a way of life? who can change this life we're going thru?

projects and projects

2006-02-07T20:44:00.000+08:00

this sem so many projects... more than last sem... maybe i just not used to it... have been rather tired lately... either sleep late, or haf dreams... whenever u dream during ur sleep, u always wake up feeling tired... as if u didn't sleep at all... i need to get a hp pouch for my Nokia 6680... i want those felt or suede kind... or just those soft nice to touch material... haf a marketing project on Nokia... kinda great knowing more abt the brand of hp tat i like best... lately in school, been seeing people tat look like my other friends... not say 100% look alike, but there are identical parts... there's someone in my course tat looks like Huihui; someone in my SSB module looks like Manling... haha... guess everyone sure has someone they look like to... Valentine's Day coming soon... hope everyone has their plans and their dates if they want one... it falls on tuesday... but as tat day draws nearer, it seems lik any other day for a single like me... ok i end here... hope all the lovers in the world enjoy that special day! and tat may their love be everlasting!

i'm sad!!!!

2006-02-03T22:52:00.000+08:00

i went to cut my hair today before going to play tennis... then now my hair is black!!! hardly or can say tat no blond left!!! i felt so weird seeing myself in the mirror... i'm so used to seeing a blondie in front of the mirror, tat now i look in the mirror, i feel so sad!!! i dun like black hair!!! maybe i too used to seeing blond, tat now i think my hair is ugly! come to think of it, i really miss my blond hair now... dun think i wanna look in the mirror for this period of time... should i go dye it again? some people say blond not nice, some say ok, some say suit me... i really dunno... i just know tat i feeling rather sad now... maybe cos miss the blond hair... now i can only see my old pics... but then i dye again dunno worth it anot... abt $80+ for abt 4 months... if dye, should dye same colour or another colour? hai... i dunno... maybe i should just go and sleep... and now my cousin just msn me, saying tat my hair during CNY was nice!!! argh!!! make me feel worse....

2nd day of CNY

2006-01-31T00:05:00.000+08:00

this year CNY, ang bao money so little!!! tot economy better, then ang bao money should increase... but it didn't!!! and its really so little this year... today not so happening... more of a recuperating day... went uncle's place for lunch then they all came over to "bai nian" to my great-grandma... i seriously think tat this is the year of the rats!!! i got a friend who won $400 at mahjong!!! but its cos she plays bigger stakes... $5 for a tile... then x2 for more tiles... i only play $0.20 one tile, max $6.40... hers was $160 max!!! if i played so high stakes, i at least won $500 i think... just watched "Coyote Ugly" on channel 5!!! its such a nice show!!! one of the movies i love... the main actress is so pretty!!! i must go find out her name... anyone knows??? i just went to find the cd... gonna upload all the songs into my ipod... i bought the cd last time.. cos i loved the movie... i remember last time secondary school time go watch... watched it with Jinsheng, Wenjun, Weiqi, Ghim Khoon, Vincent, i think... haha can't really remember... but the movie was really great!!! it was the only movie tat i watched and the audience cheered during the show!! tat movie really could move the audience! 1st time i experience the audience so interactive in the cinema!!! cool!!! i love the songs... i singing them now as i'm listening to them... haha... woohoo!!! Coyote Ugly!!!

yet another lucky day!

2006-01-29T22:26:00.000+08:00

woohoo!!! today was the 1st day of CNY... went around home visiting... got quite alot of "ang baos" but i think last time had more... cos now my mum's parents no longer around... they used to dote on us alot cos my mum is the youngest in the family... but oh well, its ok... i love driving around!!! though certain areas i still not familiar and tend to haf to go in rounds before finding the places... anyway, i played mahjong again today!!! i could feel the luck... then i suggested to play... i didn't bring money, so i borrowed $5 from dad... but then it seemed to be unnecessary... cos the very 1st round, i won liao... and i won the ultimate!!! $6.40 from each of the 3 players... cos i gamed it myself... muahahaha!!! then in the end, i won $50.50!!! rarely win so much one!!! i was plain lucky, if not skillful... but i just can feel the luck coming... and most importantly, i kept telling myself that i can win this... so after 2 days, i'm gonna reach the $100 mark... hope to hit it this CNY!!! but actually, the thing i wanna win most, is the CNY ang bao TOTO!!!! i'm already dreaming of wat i wanna do with the money if i win the 1st prize... come on come on TOTO!!! let me win ur 1st prize!!! then my 1st item to buy, is a car!!! i so wanna get a car!!!

lucky start of the year

2006-01-28T23:38:00.000+08:00

haha today we had reunion dinner with my dad's side... we had it over at my place... then we played mahjong! i relieved my grandma... and the moment i started, i won tat round... and i kept winning!!! until my cousin came to sit next to me... then i lost tat round, then when she left, i won again... then she came to sit next to me again, and i lost!!! but later i asked her to go away, then i won again... in the end i won $23.10!!! the form was really there... the moment i sat down, kept on winning almost every round!!! think i won abt 2/3 of the game... haha... woohoo! so lucky!!!

happy yet confused

2006-01-28T13:49:00.000+08:00

ytd i had a Biodiversity practical... it was an excursion around Kent Ridge... our TA was Eunice... she looks like a PE teacher... very active and friendly, though we weren't very responsive... will try to be so next time... at the end of the whole excursion, we had to write an essay... we were given 10mins and i overtimed myself! in the end i couldn't write a conclusion and had to hand it up... but overall the excursion was rather interesting... i kinda like my group... know most of the people inside... so its abit more fun... well... i dunno wat else to blog abt now, except tat i'm tired... went for a run then swim just now... today's the CNY eve... hope everyone enjoys their reunion dinner tonight! i didn't buy any new clothes, so gonna wear old ones... but i got my shoes!!! haha... then got my cousin's car too! i love having the car... i love to drive... one day, i will get a car of my own... i wanna win toto!!! everytime CNY, got this ang bao toto... i wanna win it!!! i already day-dreaming abt wat to do with the money if i win... haha... i'm going mad... i need money!!! ok but now need to study 1st... and play hard!!!

learnt a new word

2006-01-26T20:46:00.000+08:00

anyone who is feeling down, or need something to cheer u up, go to youtube.com!!! type in chinese boys... there are these 2 boys who lip-sync songs... their expressions are rather funny... or type in japanese pretty girls... there's this funny commercial abt this new kid in town, then he sees that all the gals are very pretty... only to find tat they all haf coarse voices!!! he chose a nerdy gal in the end as she was the only one who sounds female, only to find out tat..... haha go see and u will know... there's this xbox 360 commercial too... rather cool... today i learnt a new word in marketing lecture... Otaku... to see if u are one, see if u haf these 4 requirements... 1. tend to keep away from others 2. fat, bespectacled and unshaven 3. a kid of the media and technology 4. obsessed with a hobby eg. gaming, manga... Otaku is a person who keeps to himself, stays in his room, has an obsession... are u one of them? i just watched the channel 8 show... "beauty is only skin-deep, it will age one day... the real beauty is from within, just like a book with a damaged cover, its the content tat matters..." how true a statement, but how many people can really understand it? and in fact, how many people can really put it into practise? ask urself, how many times haf u seen a person with a disfigured or really ugly face and tot to urself, "eeee"... i must admit tat i am guilty of tat too... its easy to say, but tough to put it into actions... can u?

another day of the week

2006-01-25T15:48:00.000+08:00

school started going again... just had a Biodiversity test today... it was so rushed... and i think i didn't manage to do well... the lecturer gave us an option of whether we want a re-test... i dunno if i want... cos i'm afraid tat it will be more tough... but then again, i dunno how i would fare in this one... the past few days haf been rather routine for me... but at least i got the afternoons free... alot of projects to do this sem... stats got 1, marketing got a group and an individual project, science in music haf an essay and a MIDI assignment, for SS there is a group and individual project... argh!!! though timetable more slack than last sem, the projects are starting to stress me... school is starting to take its toll on me!!! though i cut down on gaming DOTA, i picked up FM (football manager)... but at least i ain't as hooked on it... didn't manage to buy any clothes for CNY... the red shirt i wanted from Topshop, didn't haf any sizes left... i can't wait for the CNY to come... then i will be able to drive around!!! there's a song tat i like currently... Ugly by Sugababes... i need something to de-stress!!!

got my shoes!!!

2006-01-23T20:38:00.000+08:00

there's a video clip i wanna recommend to all... type in "korean madness" on youtube.com and its the one with 2 gals singing... their actions are freaking funny!!! i guarantee u to laugh when u watch it... they act so silly and stupid tat u just can't help laughing... i finally got my shoes, last pair somemore!!! been making trips to get them... been to Queensway, almost all the Royal Sporting Houses in Singapore... made a total of 5 trips before finding it!!! it seems tat after i posted it on my blog, people all loved tat pair of shoes and went to get it! dun look around! the person i talking abt could just be u!!! buy till only left 1 pair of size 8 at Stadium, Taka... phew!!! lucky i managed to get it!!! watched the soccer match between Liverpool and Man U last night at Jinsheng's place... wat a disappointing match... stupid Ferdinard score at the 90th min!!! Grr!!! then the lousy Cisse!!! open goal oso can miss!!! argh!!! sian... i enjoy hanging out with the guys... Jinsheng, Wenjun tat clique... hai... wish tat we can play everyday away... tat would be so great... was supposed to do stats tutorial at JS' place one... but we ended up playing... haha... lucky i managed to do it in school before the tutorial started... yeah!

sunglasses!

2006-01-21T00:43:00.000+08:00

tat's me and my sunglasses! there's something wrong abt me today... i dunno wat too... anyway, someone told me tat i look cute when i smile!!! and tat i got a boy-ish face and dun look my age... haha... yeah! and oso added tat i got a very nice smile! hee... tat so made my day... thanks "someone" (person doesn't wanna be named)!!!

mixed emotions

2006-01-20T19:31:00.000+08:00

i got the stats tutorial slot i wanted!!! yeah!!! thanks to the Professor... he's such a nice guy... think alot of people got wat they wanted... he must haf done alot of work... thanks Mr Kwong!!! i was introduced to youtube.com by my friend... the site is pretty good... got alot of videos uploaded there... there are really cool dance videos, lip-sync, very funny and stupid videos... it really made me laugh and there was one video tat made me feel tat afterall, people in this world still ain't tat hopeless... there are some really good clips on that site... so i recommend to all... there is a dance video i would recommend... type in WCG, then its the white hoods renamed video... i tried my luck today at the Royal Sporting House at Anchor Point as my friend said can get discount for me... but that outlet was too small, they dun carry the Vans shop i want... sigh... another sian end to the day... i think i'll just get the shoes tomorrow myself... if not go thru friend abit troublesome too... and the lousy 7-11 at Anchor Point!!! they dun haf mr softee!!! nothing to cheer me up again... i need my shoes tomorrow!!! and oso ice-cream!!!

morale low

2006-01-19T19:26:00.000+08:00

i went down to queensway after classes today to get my Vans shoes... but went all the way there to find that none of the shops there haf it anymore!!!! argh!!! the got the other colour, but not the one i want!!! sian... means i must get it from elsewhere liao... hope i still can get it before it totally becomes extinct... really spoilt my mood... felt so sian after tat... then i wanted to get an ice cream cone from Macs... guess wat... their machine was spoilt!!! grr... just when i tot an ice cream could cheer me up... without it, my mood got worse... frowned all the way home... i'm watching the channel 8 show at 7pm now... the freaking guy's family so freaking arrogant and stuck up... the dad, sister and brother! in the wrong still go sue people... they even fight with an old auntie for a cab! if i real life really got such freaking uneducated barbarians, i promise to punch them each time i see them... i can't stand such people... their parents should be so utterly disgraced... wonder how they teach their kids, letting them grow up to be like tat... make me feel so fired up...
today during stats, there was a question, and we were made to guess the answer... and i got it right!!! i was very confident abt my answer and in the end, it was the right one... i must say, i got good analytical skills, or maybe good guessing skill, or perhaps, just pure good luck... my stats lecturer is a nice guy... he told us to send him an email concerning any tutorial slot problems... i hope i can get the slot i want... i currently still slot-less... he seems to be a friendly person too...

got berms!

2006-01-18T20:05:00.000+08:00

had a boring start to the day and in the end, made me become irritating the whole day... went shopping today and finally managed to buy a pair of berms... its grey in colour, from Quiksilver, costing me $89... i like the material... after going to Billabong, Stussy and Quiksilver, finally decided to get that... tried a white shirt with pink and silver stripes, didn't really look tat good... the white was nice, but i dun like the pink part... i still think pink only suit gals and not for guys... i wanna try a winter cap... but didn't get to see a nice one... will get my Vans shoe soon! anyway, recently, i heard of alot of people getting chicken pox... i haven't got it, and i heard tat the old age u get it, the worse it will be! so to all those who haven't got it, including me, be careful!!! hai... again i didn't get my tutorial slot!!! die liao... need to appeal... so sian... why can't i just get wat i want? life doesn't always go the way u want it (my blog title)....

old lady in green

2006-01-17T18:02:00.000+08:00

today after lessons, i went to Clementi to sell my old Nokia 6510 handphone... on the way out from Mac, i saw a lady with long white hair... at 1st sight, i tot "wah so cool! dye this colour!" then she wore this green tube dress, those beach, sunshine kind... then later when she turned... chey... old lady... abt grandma tat kind of age... she walked towards an old man with a trolley of stuff... i tot to myself "must be the husband... not bad sia, so old the wife still so hip." but the old lady after talking to the old man, she walked away... then she approached another old man, talked, then walked away... this time, tat old man had a weird look on his face... then me and my friend was like "oh no!!! dun tell me she's a......" anyway, i sold my hp for $50... yeah! finally... if i bring my headset to them, will gif me another $10... today my lesson was rather good... my class lecturer is good at teaching... he always keep me awake in his class... its the way he teaches, its lively and funny... when he talks, he always chooses someone to look at and speak... cos he looks at u when he speaks, u haf to look back... but i'm enjoying his class...

oh no!!! i didn't get my stats tutorial class!!! die!!!

favours!

2006-01-16T22:54:00.000+08:00

today i attended my Science in Music lecture... then there was the musical staff thingy, where there was E G B D F... then my lecturer said it was every good boy deserves favour... and that statement struck me... it was so Christian Christian thing... and i told myself, maybe God telling me tat He will be favouring me!!! cos recently in church, the pastor has been talking abt His favour... i will be a good boy!!! then i can get His favour... hee... anyway, after ytd's soccer, my left foot is bruised... near the ankle there... didn't notice it till this morning when i wanted to leave home for school... it has been painful, but i didn't go look at it, so dunno when the swelling started... it looks quite big, but i think it will go down soon... my left big toe oso bruised... blue-black now... anyway, i think i gonna buy the Vans shoe... but the Zara jacket, too ex lah... sigh... lalala... school again tomorrow... i need to shop for CNY clothes!!!

disappointing

2006-01-15T21:29:00.000+08:00

today was a good day for the soccer match... good weather, not raining... got the right people to play... but just something happened... the field couldn't be used!!! sigh... stupid town council didn't let us play as they said tat it had been raining for the past few days, then scared we spoil the field... wat a lame reason... the worse thing was, it was cancelled, then allowed, then later cancel again... tat kinda made it more sian... like make u sad, then make u happy, only to make ur spirits come tumbling down again... but in the end, playing at Republic Poly wasn't tat bad too... but i must say, if we played today, the chances of winning are pretty high... oh well, but its ok... i love meeting up with our clique... FAIRFIELD PEOPLE.......... R-O-C-K-S!!!!

took off a post

2006-01-14T09:45:00.000+08:00

i took off ytd's post after thinking abt it... think was kinda dumb to post tat... i guess no matter wat, close stuff are meant to be kept off blogs... dun really want people to know stuff tat are abit private... so ironic though... u blog as its ur online diary, but u dun blog all ur private stuff as they are private... then u just wanna blog abt how u feel, but then yet after blogging, u dun want everyone to be able to read it... how contradicting... oh well... life never cease to amaze me... i like my practical group for my Biodiversity module... most of the people there are friendly and easy to talk to... all smiley and stuff... Smile! that's wat life is supposed to be... but sometimes no matter how hard u try, the smile just won't surface from ur heart... tomorrow's the match already... and i haven't trained at all this week... i hope we win tomorrow and pray tat the weather would not be wet... bleach is out since wed... i dunno why but i felt abit emotional while watching the last part... but i better dun say anything here as some people haven't watched it... lalala~ today's words of the day : Confusion, contradiction.

shopping!

2006-01-11T21:00:00.000+08:00

went shopping today... kinda not so keen on the Birkenstock sandals already... perhaps just sian of it... but i saw other nice stuff today! so posting all the pics!!! there's a Diesel shoe and Vans shoe tat i like... the Diesel one is really comfortable! but its slip-on and it doesnt look nice if i dun wear it with jeans... the Vans one is nice too... i kinda like this one better... it looks nicer on me but it isn't as comfortable... maybe its a skater shoe tat's why... their prices are $109 (Vans, but got 15% discount) and $139 (Diesel, with 15% discount too.) then went to Zara... saw this very nice jacket!!! maybe in the pics not so nice, but in real life, it really fits me!!! it looks like it was specially made for me!!! my friend see me wearing it, said nice! and got the style and looked cool! i kept thinking of it after we left the shop... its really nice!!! i simply love it!!! but only one thing is hindering me... the price... its $179!!! wah... can faint... but the one i tried was the last piece i guess... hai... dream dream dream.... dun be deceived by wat it looks here!!! in person its nicer!!! wear already can take part in superhost oso no problem... but maybe it ain't worth $179 la...

school has started

2006-01-10T12:16:00.000+08:00

its been raining for the past few days... really spoils the mood to do anything other than sleep! haha... i just formed a "band group"!!! we're called "HAI"... haha so very funny... H for Hung Jun Guan (a South Korean), A for Angela (a Japanese who ain't fair at all), I for Immanuel (an Indian ah nei)... Hung is on the drums, Imm on the guitar and Ann as the mascot of the group (she can't sing or play anything, but just off the mike and give her an unplugged-in guitar to pretend). then whenever we intro ourselves, we go... "hello everybody", then each person's names, "and together we're HAI!" then we make a very sian "HAI"... haha so funny when we do it... and the funny thing is, u take any letters out, still can make a word, ie. "HI" "HA" "AI"... haha ok this sounds so lame... but we came up with this during stats lecture... it was going so slowly!!! haha... anyway, i got 2 new friends this semester... Hung guan who cut his hair, and without gel, he looks like a South Korean!!! and Angela who oso cut her hair, and now she looks so punk, like a rockstar!!! haha... i oso must go cut hair liao...

wat a rainy day it is...

2006-01-08T21:55:00.000+08:00

its been raining the whole day!!! it makes one wonder where did all these water come from... long-lasting... its always said tat its either the Heavens are crying or someone did evil deeds and need cleansing... haha i talking rubbish... but the rain spoilt my plans!!! supposed to play soccer today with my sec friends... but the rain refused to stop... next week we got a match with others... hope it doesn't rain like today... i went online to see my fav. Birkenstock sandals... and decided to post it... its Boston collection, Suede material and Taupe colour... its very nice!!! i love it so much... i have decided tat its a must get... the female stuff are really nice! wasted i ain't a gal... if not sure buy alot of them, everyday wear different ones out... they are really nice!!! anyone wanna buy too???

my 1st step

2006-01-07T13:36:00.000+08:00

had school today at 9am and last night's mahjong session was till abt 4am... so i only slept abt 3hrs...did gym ytd at MDIS too... i must say that the gym there is really good... i rather do gym there than any other gyms i've been to so far... the place is classy, clean and not many people... but they still got all the required equipments... haven't felt the ache yet... maybe tomorrow or after my sleep later... today's lessons was not bad... my lecturer is Mr Winston Lee... he's very friendly and enthusiastic in his profession... i see an interesting time ahead... its somehow like my last sem's MNO module... so i think i'll like it... although i didn't haf enuff sleep, i was able to keep awake during the whole 3hr lesson... this sem, i must work hard... at 1st, i thought of not going for this lesson, but i believe tat to haf a good ending, there must be a good start... if i wasn't disciplined to even go for my 1st lesson, i won't be disciplined to study hard... i must strive!!! must be consistent throughout... i think i might go down to see the model and type of Birkenstock tat i want... cos i think i really like the one i saw ytd!!! been thinking of it alot... haha... not only gals are expressive k... but i must say tat the female Birkenstock designs are very nice, some are the sunshine kind, some are the very outstanding kind... they are special, unique, colourful and are really one of a kind... gals should all get a pair each...

bidding's finally over!

2006-01-06T22:29:00.000+08:00

yeah! i kinda got all my 5 modules unless i want a 6th one... got my marketing, SS, physics modules... woohoo! thanks God for answering my prayers! but the bad thing is, i got school tomorrow!!! argh!!! cos tues is holiday, so have lessons tomorrow instead!!! and somemore i going over to my friend's place to stay cos didn't know of the lessons at first... sian!!! oh well nvm... guess tat is life... anyway, we went to try Birkenstock footware today... its nice!!! i like this pair which covers the all the toes and is made of those very nice to touch velvet material... heard tat ordering online in bulk will be cheaper! think i might get tat... i really like it... but i wanna buy a pair of shoes too! currently still deciding on the Vans one... hmmm think think think...

sian

2006-01-05T18:28:00.000+08:00

today was a sian day... i made things clear but yet it kinda turned out for the worse... i rather haf friends than enemies... not really enemies but just dun want people to avoid me or anything on tat line... i really wanna be friends with everyone... but i guess it will take some time to become talking friends again... ok shouldn't talk abt it here anymore... dun like to post too much personal stuff here... but my close friends would know wat i talking abt...
well the thought of quitting gaming came to mind... been having a fantastic run in my dota games lately... some of my friends said to quit, some asked in shock why i'm quitting... i ain't tat professional, dun misunderstand... just that i was once world ranking no. 8 in a game and sold tat account for US$1,000... oh well, but school starting soon... i promised myself to study hard and pull my CAP up so tat i can minor in business...
i really wish i could haf a heart to heart talk with someone now... i mean i got close friends whom i share close stuff with, but they're always busy with other stuff and i dun wanna bother them... sigh... its really tough to make everyone happy i guess... sometimes, to make people happy, it will be at ur own expense... like u got to compromise or do something u dun really want to... it can be really tough...
i just wish i had some power... some power to do something... alot of stuff need correcting in this world... alot of people need to change... alot of things need praising... there are so much imperfection around... "why can't everything just go the way i want it to be?" i'm sure everyone asked this question at least once before in their lives... i'm not a Christian Christian, but i guess its always religion tat people turn to... lalala~ sian...

Good things come to those who wait

2006-01-04T21:30:00.000+08:00

today is yet another day of bidding... i still feel tired, think i gonna sleep early today... i bidded for my Singapore Studies module today... when it went into closed bidding timing, there were 35 bidders and 25 slots... Hung guan and i got the feeling tat we won't get the module... we placed 201pts on this module as we wanna take a marketing module as well... so the idea was to place this amount of pts.. if get it, good, if dun get it, at least we have more pts to bid for the marketing module... i prayed to God to let me get the modules i want and when i opened the mail just now to see whether i got the SS module, yes! i got it!!! yeah!!! so happy!
Good things come to those who wait... so to those who are currently going thru a rough patch or waiting for something good to happen in ur life, dun be weary, persist on! u will surely be delivered as He has promised... He did not promise that nothing will be formed against u, but He promised tat nothing formed against u shall prosper... smile now everyone!!!

seafood!!!

2006-01-04T06:47:00.000+08:00

i just got home!!! feeling so high now... just as everyone is going to school, i am going home... was already feeling excited in Johan's car, with the windows wind down...
after the hospital ytd, we went out to East Coast for seafood after psycho-ing Johan to drive... 5 of us went, Jinsheng, his gf Huihui, Wenjun, Johan and me... the food there was good... black-pepper crab, clayfish, mussels, stingray, satay... but after eating, couldn't help but feel tat it wasn't enuff... we went to Huihui's place to play table-tennis... and we ended up playing till 12am plus... the 2 pros were Jinsheng (ex-school team) and his gf (ex-school team captain)... they were once said to be the best mixed double in school... haha... but i must say, Huihui plays so violently!!! all her strokes were out to kill!!! Huihui's younger bro thinks tat i'm 18-19... haha i look young! then we had mahjong till 5.45am... we decided to haf breakfast at Joo Chiat Road before heading home... the Wanton mee wasn't tat fantastic... but the noodles was not bad... ok going to sleep now... haha but think i won't sleep for long... it has been a great outing... yeah!!!

when everyone has started school...

2006-01-03T18:08:00.000+08:00

went to Alexander Hospital with my grandma today as my grandpa has a check-up... Alexander can be called my 2nd home... i was born there and most of my hospital visits are always there... so sad tat they moving soon... my FAVOURITE hospital!!! i was there from 1.30pm to 5.45pm... fortunately i brought a book to read... Come Thirsty by Max Lucado... its a good book! i read already can feel into it... it does move and affect me... so i recommend to those who are looking for a good Christian book, to read this one... i must say tat there are pretty nurses! 2 pretty malay ones to be specific... last time i hospitalised, also got pretty malay nurse.. haha... and they rather friendly, smile cheerfully and can speak good English... there was a pretty dietitian too... she's chinese and really friendly.. smiles well too! i guess all of them are friendly people and always brings along a great smile on their faces... i love such people... always brightens up ur day and u just feel happy to have happy people around... the people from AME ambulance are also friendly people... the 2 malay ambulance people were really nice and friendly too... glad tat such nice people are in this line... makes one feel relieved... after today's experience, i decided... malay people are nice and friendly... but like all other races, there are always a few black sheep...
taken from the Max Lucado's book, "Do watever u need to do. but just know this: God is on my side."

another holiday

2006-01-02T19:18:00.000+08:00

went to town with Wenjun and Yaohui... they say i look like "xiao hun hun" (small gangster) and i think i look like one today too... the Shilin Taiwan Snacks were really good... tried the XXL crispy chicken and the crepes... there were really delicious! tried to look for the star today, but it seems gone already... cos the Christmas theme is over, and now its Chinese New Year stuff... sigh... but nvm, the search goes on... tried this vintage sunglasses at far east... it was nice!!! different shape as mine, but same theme! i think i suit the vintage look... and i'm loving it! got the pineapple tarts from steffi too... its nice! my friends say so too... so anyone wants to buy pineapple tarts, contact me! i'm trying to sell my old hp... anyone knows of a second-hand hp shop i can sell my hp to, pls let me know... thanks!

happy new year! its 2006

2006-01-01T12:09:00.000+08:00

happy new year to all! hope 2006 brings the best for all of u! i'm so tired! slept at 5am and at 10am i'm already awake... had an enjoyable time ytd at Johan's place... there were Johan, Ghim Khoon, Clement, Poh Lin, Juliana, Arthur, Arthur's gf, Jinsheng, Jinsheng's gf, Esther and me (our clique is actually bigger, but some had to spend with their gfs)... we had steamboat, but they bought too much food... too many fishballs too!!! we were all so full and we had a big bowl of fishballs left... but i must say the soup after it all, was the best!!! we all had fun talking while eating, there were jokes and mainly, just making fun of Johan cos he is always so "dua pao" big cannon... then we played games like Indian Poker, where we each hold a card on our foreheads and ask someone if we should change the card, the one with the highest or smallest no. would do a forfeit; Bear and Hunter game, its a political game relying on trust, manipulating people, forming alliances and pure great acting... in this game, Johan was the best! he was such a pro actor... even when he could end the game, he had to drag it on with his flawless acting... making all those "dead" so agitated that we wanted to punch him, but i must say, this is a very good game to play... we played it for more than 2hrs... its really fun esp. when deciding on who to kill as people's acting and influence all comes to play; then there were Blackjack and Uno Stacko... we played till like 4 plus into the morning, but surprisely i wasn't sleepy... after coming home, i still took some time before i could fall asleep... as i've always said, i love fairsians! and though i already said it so many times, i'll say it again... I LOVE FAIRSIANS!!!! i always got the "family" feeling with them... after Jinsheng told me 3am is the witching hr and why i like to switch my old watches to 3 o'clock, i start to wonder again... for Christians, there is a saying tat when the end of days come, there will be this demonic figure that brings the end of the world, the so-called anti-Christ... to be frank, when i was younger, though i forgot when, i did think before whether i will be that anti-Christ figure... haha... weird thinkings i got right? anyway, my left hand still hurts after tat gym session... i hope its just strained... but the pain seems to be there for quite long already... the left biceps area would ache at certain positions... and if i sleep on my left arm, those clutched fingers would hurt, instead of having the "needle-pricking" feeling... just hope my left hand recovers soon... its the start of the new year! wish all the people i know, would always be smiling!!! i love each and one of my friends!!!

day at the beach! woohoo!

2005-12-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

i look like a lobster now!!! haha... all red and burnt... i get tanned very fast and very easily... spent the whole day at the beach today... so fun! played volleyball like for most of the time and then frisbee... then i couldn't catch it 3 times (cos people set me up) and had to do a forfeit... i had to go up to an ang moh family, and ask to take a pic with the guy... haha... but he was pretty cool abt it and i was a good sport... the sun was great today, though abit too hot... enjoyed my time with the guys... and oso the new female friends... there were 2 gals whom we got to know from a previous sentosa outing... they were Ghim Khoon's forfeit... GK was made to ask for their number as he lost in a game... but the 2 of them are rather nice people... they call me "xiao hei" small black, and think i'm 18 or 19 years old! they are rather friendly people... blended in with us rather well... i'm not gonna post any pics, cos i think i look terrible in them... haha...

day of packing

2005-12-29T17:12:00.000+08:00

<--- baked pasta from NYDC, decided to post it as people have been asking wat i was eating as it looked deliciously!
my arms are aching from ytd's gym!!! can hardly exert any strength... packed my stuff today and so much memories it brought back...
there were photos, plenty of them in fact, loved taking photos, cos they save u memories;
old keychains, those Singapore's 25th birthday that kind;
diaries, i used to write diaries, read some of them, i really sound so silly when i was young;
paper bags, i like to keep nice paper bags, not plastic bags, i got so many nice ones! but gonna throw some away;
my old pager! its icy-blue in colour with a rainbow-coloured chain, all the memories, i remembered last time when i got it, i was so so happy! and there were all the nice messages and i recall all the message typing last time, so cute, like press 2-1 then it appears as an "a" and so on and forth, i was so fast at typing messages with the phone last time! haha, wat memories;
watches, i had so many watches last time! but just gonna keep a few, i like setting the times of those non-working watches to 3 o'clock, i oso dunno why.. haha...;
letters, all the secondary school times and JC times, used to like to write letters to people and receiving them, think i got abt 5 or 6 shoe boxes worth of letters/notes, think i'll keep them all till i grow old... then nothing to do at home but bring back the young times and read them again;
all the kiddy stuff i had last time! there were these cards tat could write ur name, job and so on... then i always pretended to be a policeman, then catch thieves to earn stars to put on the card, then i liked to put alot alot of stars... ha... then got all the anime cards, my pri and sec school name tags and badges, and oso a pic of me when i was a baby and my mum carrying me! so many things tat just made me smile, make me think of times before and laugh at how naive, silly and childish i was;
and there were oso stuff tat brought back memories... happy memories tat i wish could be experienced again... got this funny comic strip for one of my b'days, it was drawn abt me... ha... it was so so sweet... sigh, but i guess life goes on;
i threw away 4 pairs of old shoes too! wat a great day of clearing!
i got Japanese crackers at home now! make me think of last time when i was young... mum always brought home all kinds of Japanese crackers! i loved them! but think can only get them at the supermarket at Raffles City now... sigh... i feel so emotional after seeing so much stuff from the past... how i wish i could go back in time again...
B-E-A-utiful!!! and that's the way the cookie crumbles...

tiring day

2005-12-28T23:29:00.000+08:00

i'm blogging cos my mei asked me to update it... *hng! today, got woken up by my bro cos he forgot to bring a file to school... then had to go all the way down to his school to pass it to him... then his lousy school bus-stop, no bus to town, and i had to take a bus for 2 stops, then take another bus to town... *faints! wanted to go settle my 3G functions at the M1 stop at paragon, but guess wat... i tried video calling while waiting for my queue number, and it worked!!! argh!!! i wasted 1hr+ (cos of all the bus waiting), just to make a wasted trip!!! how saddening... could haf slept my time away... cos i gamed into the morning from last night... went to the gym at Delta Complex with Wenjun... wow, the people there all so big-built, see already felt so demoralised tat i almost wanted to walk out... but nvm, we strived on... now hands all soft... haha... can't even bathe properly... going to the beach on friday! yeah!

woohoo!!!

2005-12-27T22:44:00.000+08:00

was meeting Angel for dinner today.. then when i wanted to put on my earrings, it spoilt! the magnet part of the front portion came off... and it was my last earring as i lost the other side!!! was so sad at first... but tot to myself, nvm, just buy another pair... then when i met Angel, she bought me a pair of magnetic earrings!!! bigger studs one somemore!!! so coincidental right??? just as my last one spoilt, i got a new pair! woohoo!! thanks Angel!!! enjoyed the Sakae buffet too! esp. the ice-cream... vanilla rocks!!! ok the cookie dough chip too...

starting a new semester

2005-12-27T13:53:00.000+08:00

seems like a new semester in school is starting soon, and the stressful bidding starts again... after each round, there will always be anxiety abt whether i got the module i bidded for... last sem i didn't do well, this coming one, i need to work much harder as i wanna be able to minor in business... this coming sem i got less practical modules, so maybe gonna take 6 modules... come to think of it, i may be the kind tat needs stress to push myself... so maybe with 6 modules, i will be able to be disclipined to pay attention to studies... but other than studies, there are things tat i wanna give time to as well... like God, need to get back to Him cos i think i drifted too far away already; keeping my fitness, need to build up abit, be it gym or swimming or running; gaming, there's still alot of improvement i need, i still need a 5th clan member too; lastly, i need to stop giving time to slacking! i seem to be unable to use my time at useful stuffs... 2005 is coming to an end... into a new year again... so fast i'm growing older... but i still feel young... i wish i could be Peter Pan sometimes... never having to grow old, never having to worry abt adult stuff... i love being a kid, free from all the responsibilities and worries...

Christ-mas!!!

2005-12-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

Christmas just ain't the same anymore when u grow older... it just ain't so Christmas Christmas anymore... spent the eve at my grandma's place... love the 2 small cousins being so excited at opening everyone's presents... got a lovely orange pullover from my uncle! i all along wanted a pullover! today had service at the indoor stadium... it was good... the message was good and especially the singing... i finally could feel back into the praising God mood again... and i love pastor Mark's lame joke... kinda funny... and i enjoyed my afternoon after service! having lunch, walking around, pretending to be the Raffles hotel guests, was kinda fun!!! and i love to drive! hope the blue jeep didn't scare off my passenger though... hey, not many people haf the honour of me driving them around k! i got this beads kind of necklace as a Christmas present... goes quite well with my vintage sunglasses, my earrings, my hair and my shirt! when i had these 5 things together, woohoo!!! look like a celebrity!!! haha ok too exaggerating liao... saw so many old friends this past 2 days, and also all the Christmas wishes from long ago friends! and esp. wishes from those under me in army! tat was like so touching! finally got to keep in touch with long-lost friends... just like u, Dora! haha... all fairsians agree tat fairfield people are still the best!!! we are just so different from people from other schools... we got this undescribable character in us... the pure and innocent part of life tat somehow can't be found in others from other schools... oops! ok better dun say too much, later other school people whine and whine... haha... fairsians rule!!! Merry Christmas to all!!!! happy holidays!!! hope everyone stays smiley!!!

results are out...

2005-12-23T22:22:00.000+08:00

sigh sigh... results are out liao... and i did quite badly... i passed everything though, but then i can't minor in business... how sad... did worse than my friend who claims he didn't put in much effort... how embarrassing... but then wat to do... i gamed too much... even exam period oso game... so i guess its my own fault... i got such smart friends... i feel a little demoralised... i really must study hard next semester... anyway my 3G functions can't work... got to go down to M1 to get it done... think must be because i reformat my memory card... but then wat has tat got to do with 3G conferencing??? haha i oso dunno... anyway i watched "The Promise" today... i think its a movie showing the effects of the word, 'contradicting'... dunno why but when i watch it, i feel tat it appeals to me too... haha... but its not bad, only tat it doesn't go on to touch one alot... it only moves u abit, then goes on... Cecilia Cheung is so chio!!! and i like Nicholas Tse... i saw Apples today at Far East! she says i look like a lion!!! saw Marini too! haha she has curly hair now, nice! makes her look more matured too... i couldn't recognise her at 1st sight... i took act-cute pics today! so paiseh!!! hope no one vomitted while seeing me do them...

disappointed

2005-12-22T14:53:00.000+08:00

i went down to heeren to see the shoes my friend told me about... its grey with an orange tick... its quite nice, Wenjun says its better than the brown one we saw... but after trying it, it looks weird... it doesn't look nice as it blends in with my jeans, making it look the same... then the brown one too... like too narrow, looks weird on me... argh!!! so sad! the shoes tat i wanted dun look nice on me! sigh sigh... big sigh... so i didn't get anything in the end... but i saw a pair of Vans brown sneakers... it looks nicer than the 2 Nike pairs when i tried it on... ha... may buy it instead... thanks Wenjun for making a wasted trip down with me... sorry to have wasted ur time... Jinsheng and Wenjun! we must go shopping together some time! haha... not only gals shop k... oh no... i just realised... results are out tomorrow!!! 5pm i heard... argh!!! hope i dun fail any modules and retake them again next sem!!! die... think tonight can't sleep liao...

tiring day

2005-12-21T21:06:00.000+08:00

was on the phone till 3 or 4 plus last night... then today woke up at 9am to swim... tired!!! but i must be disciplined to go swim every other day! need to get fit again... sigh... people always think i am from ACS... do i really look tat stuck up? but someone did comment tat i look like a rich, spoilt kid... hai... oh well... anyway, i have yet bought my shoes... most probably tomorrow... a friend of mine said tat there's a grey colour pair tat looks much nicer... i might go down to heeren to take a look then... bleach 62 is out!!! i'm a hardcore bleach fan! its really very nice... i always look forward to wednesdays... but then the next screening is 10 Jan! sigh... long wait till then...

lost earrings, but gained sunglasses

2005-12-20T21:40:00.000+08:00

ok JS, this is the shoe i want... but most likely buying it tomorrow liao... ha... comments!

today i went to watch harry potter! yes, i know i'm lagging... i missed the 1st 30mins of it cos my friend was late! Grrr!!!! Emma Watson is pretty!!! i think Ron likes her, but she likes Harry, but Harry likes Choi... haha... love... anyway i lost my earring today... so sad... i kinda forgot i had it on, so i shoved my ear and then remembered tat i had it on... but it was too late... couldn't find it anymore... but its ok!!! cos i got another one and i bought my sunglasses today!!! woohoo!!! i went to a church auntie's shop at bras basah... it was originally $195, then she was so nice! charged me only $90!!! yeah!!! finally got my sunglasses!!! its the old-fashion classy kind, not the Oakley sporty kind... saw an Oakley, but it was $308!!! too ex for a pair of sunglasses i felt... but i like the classy look better! yeah!!! so happy!!! can finally go out and act cool!

my limited edition nike shoes!!!

2005-12-19T20:23:00.000+08:00

i saw a pair of limited edition nike sneakers! $145! i'm so gonna buy it!!! but then i wanna spend some time thinking abt it 1st before really buying it... shouldn't just jump into it... must try it out with jeans too... to see if it fits the look... but i took pictures of it with my 3G hp!! woohoo!!!
i saw my granny today at anchor point today! at first i was eating, then she walked past... and i was wondering, "wow! this gal looks like my granny! but then can't be... she looked at me like she doesn't know me (maybe cos of my hair) and oso she looks abit different" then she came into the restaurant and sat at a table near mine... then i called her hp and her answer was, "i'm next to u lah!" haha so funny! long time no see granny! u grown prettier and slimmer!
to another issue, i think my 6th sense is rather gd... i can kinda tell wat people are thinking, or wat is going on in their lives... and i can guess stuff rather accurately... maybe its cos i like to observe people and analyse stuff... my guesses are always backed with some evidence, though when asked wat i based my guesses on, i yet can't bring it to words... i think i can't be a scientist... i think i'm the more people-oriented kind of person... need to work in an interacting with people environment...
btw, thanks for all who are reading my blog! so give face to me... anyway, leave a tag or something! thanks once more! i feel honoured with u reading it...

i wanna be the punisher

2005-12-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

i dunno why, but lately i always wanna punish or teach people a lesson... esp. those people who are very arrogant and haolian... they act as if they are so pro... but in fact, they aren't even there yet... yet they still got the cheeks to proclaim it themselves and call others noobs... people should really watch their mouths nowadays... kids dun even know wat they are saying... playing a game and then scold people's mums... for all u gamers out there, listen up... game just game, dun pull mums into the picture... i look down on those who scolds people's mums... if i got the chance, i promise i'll go slap the faces of those who do tat... and there are leavers too... i say come on, play and fight like a man... play till the end no matter win or lose... my friends and i haf the same logic, we always play till the end no matter wat... a man fights till the end... a man ain't a leaver... i finally got my form back... i ain't a pro, but i hate people calling me a noob... one day... one day i'll get to punish people... that day will come... oops... think i sound a little sinister... but seriously, some people really need to be taught a lesson...

stagnant

2005-12-16T20:18:00.000+08:00

i feel relieved tat i didn't tell her... cos if i did, things would surely turn out bad... but humans can really be so contradicting... when asked abt it, dun wanna say... when now dun need to say, yet feel like saying... but guess still can't say in the end... or at least now ain't the time to say... ha... life life... works in funny ways all the time... as it has been said before, "life is like a box of chocolates, u'll never know wat ur gonna get inside."
Another thing tat amuses me, is how funny a Christian can be... i was born into a Christian family, but yet my faith and my walk with Him is only like just so much... i can't even compare to someone who accepted Christ for less than 10 years... funny how it is... those who got to accept Christ later, haf more faith and everything... they can tell of bible readings much more clearly than i can... sometimes i wonder, wat has happened and i feel guilty... like so throw face... lose to someone who only had Him for a shorter period of time... but then again, does the factor of time really matter? it doesn't i suppose... life is all abt going against the odds... i love going against odds... i love being at the disadvantage... cos only then, will tat make the victory more glorious... yet sometimes, i just dun haf the courage to do anything... ha... contradicting again... wat a funny word created; "contradicting"

some interesting facts i came across after typing "supernatural" on google

2005-12-16T09:24:00.000+08:00

People with the dominant left hemispheres are usually very rational and calculating. They can keep their emotions in check. These are the right-handed people. People with the dominating right hemisphere think in images. These are the left-handed people. People with right hemispheres feel very much ill at ease in our world that is designed for those with left hemispheres. For example, it takes longer for children with right hemispheres to grow old. They also have troubles finding a niche in society. Teachers do not understand them and hand down low grades to them. As a result, a child's self-esteem goes down. Children like that are very vulnerable because emotions form the core of their personalities. People with dominating right hemispheres who failed to get themselves adjusted to life often display asocial behavior. On the other hand, the majority of the great artists and writers are those with the dominant right hemisphere.

my new found interest

2005-12-15T23:39:00.000+08:00

i suddenly feel like going into the realms of the supernatural... this interest came to me during service today... there were certain stuff tat the pastor said that kinda make me think of my incident (or dream) in thailand... i wanna know more abt dreams, abt the supernatural... someone brought up to me tat it could be a calling from above or something from there... but i somehow feel tat if it was, the feeling i would haf gotten should haf been a warm kind, rather than a fearful one... but then we're supposed to fear God too... i really wonder... not much people knew, but when i was young, i wanted to be a pastor... my mum's family always called me small pastor when i was young... cos my 1st uncle (who already died) had cancer when i was in primary school... i can't remember if that wanting came then or before tat, but i prayed for him... whenever we visited him in the hospital, or gather at another relative's place, i was always the one who said prayers... i told all my relatives that i wanted to be a pastor... but that wanting, somehow disappeared somewhere along my life... i wanna dwell into the supernatural, but i wonder if i got wat it takes... i wonder if i'll get fearful once i get into it... anyway just told princess a story... haha all anyhow come up with one... but hope tat opens u up more princess! friends are always honest with each other, friends are always there for each other... true friends that is...

i got my new Nokia 6680!!!

2005-12-14T19:53:00.000+08:00

yeah! finally got the hp i wanted! so happy! got it for $368! finally 3G!!! woohoo!!! anyone with 3G functions pls call me!!! haha... though nokia 6680 is an older model than N70, its $300 cheaper... so i rather haf this! i not yet fully learnt all the functions and stuff, but i will master them all! haha so happy!!! its such a cool hp! hmmm but dun buy the screen protector... no use one... it makes my screen all blurry... i took it off and put on the original one... then not as good already... sigh... shouldn't have been so "gay-kiang" to get the screen protector... costed me $9! and i "gay-kiang" again, i go wipe the screen then put the plastic... now it got alot of tiny hairs on it, causing bubbles on my screen now!!! argh!!! i think i'll just get a pouch then take away the screen protector.... but its ok... i got my earrings to make up for it! muahahaha!

life seems empty

2005-12-14T00:48:00.000+08:00

i feel so bored suddenly...gaming seems like a bore... and there ain't anything else to keep me occupied... do i need a CCA or something? but then i dun wanna spend all my time there and not haf time for myself... but then so wat if i haf time for myself? there ain't anything to do... i feel weird... been tired since my trip back... and i feel giddy in front of the computer... tat never seemed to happen to me... the once 24/7 gamer can't possibly be giddy in front of the computer! wat's happening to me!!! my thoughts some how got all troubled again... i dunno wat i'm thinking... i think i need help soon... i feel like getting a pair of magnetic earrings... cos my mum forbids me to have a ear hole done...

i'm back!!! with much to tell...

2005-12-13T12:50:00.000+08:00

ok this ain't for the weak-hearted people... so do read it in the morning... my advice to all...

1st day
the singapore airport is really nice!!! i so wanna go in again to walk around... but tat means i got to go on another trip... i arrived in Bangkok at around 9.15pm thai time... then as we followed a tour group, we had to wait for everyone before setting off... and cos of 2 ah tiongs! we waited for an hour! and later found out that they didn't even get on the plane at all!!! the guide is really blur and inefficient... anyway, on the plane there... there were alot of people who checked in their bags but didn't get on the plane... dunno why...
2nd day
we went to the chatuchat to do shopping... it is really huge... confirm will get lost inside... we didn't really walk much as it was crowded and stuffy... the stuff there were not as attractive as before... pricing wise too... so we only spent abt half a day there, then went to shop at the departmental stores... after walking the whole day, i could feel every part of my feet... its the feeling only hardcore shoppers can understand... every step taken was accompanied with this "suan-ness" of the feet... i went to my fav. donut place! Dunking Donuts! but their strawberry icing donuts ain't as good as i remembered... they used to taste much sweeter and when u bite into the strawberry icing, it was really fantastic... thailand seem to be more advanced now... got shopping centres and they are much nicer... the stuff there ain't as cheap as before liao and oso u can't bargain much..
3rd day
had a dream last night... but i dunno if it was a dream or was it real... i couldn't sleep well the night before... woke up at around 3am cos of my mum snoring... then after tat was half awake and half asleep... my bed had a mirror right in front of it, and in the midst of my half awake trance, i saw a mirror reflection of a lady wearing a white gown with long hair, walking across.. at 1st i tot to myself tat it could be my aunt or my mum's friend, who for some reason, came to use our toilet... but then i realised tat the room-connecting door was next to the mirror, meaning tat any reflections would be of something in front of it and not beside it... then it came to mind tat it wasn't my aunt or mum's friend, as the "person" had walked past the door... its was then that i got scared and shut my eyes... [while typing this, i just realised tat my mirror was facing right in front of my bed, tat means tat wat i saw was right in front of me! the mirror was not placed in a way tat it reflects things at an angle, it reflects wat was right in front of me... so tat "person" was right in front of my bed! and i only saw it as a relection in the mirror!] at that moment, the only thought tat came to mind was to reach out for my mum... i tried to reach out to her with my left arm, but my arm refused to move... i wanted to open my eyes to see the "person" too... but though my mind wanted to open my eyes, my eyes seem to remain firmly shut, as if telling me "no no u dun wanna see it"... my 1st attempt to reach for my mum failed, i could feel my nerves shoot out the impulses but my arm just won't move, and at this point, "she" called out my name, "manuel"... i tried my 2nd attempt to reach out for my mum, but to no avail... "she" called out my name a 2nd time... then i told myself, this attempt i must succeed! and i tried my 3rd time, fortunately it worked, my hand managed to move and touch my mum, immediately my eyes opened too... but my mum didn't wake up though i touched her... she woke up only after i shook her saying tat she was snoring... wat an encounter...
i wonder if it was a dream as i'm short-sighted and when i saw the "person", she appeared much clearer in the mirror than when i looked into the mirror at my own reflection... it was weird tat "she" could appear clearer than my usual vision... but there's another point, at the part tat i wanted to reach out for my mum, i should haf been conscious already, as in mind awake, just tat eyes ain't open... and it was then tat i heard her call my name... meaning tat i wasn't dreaming her calling me... and my 3rd attempt to reach for my mum succeeded... meaning tat i was really awake at that time... but after telling my mum, aunt and my mum's friend abt the incident, the incident slowly became blur, not as vivid anymore... if it was real, won't i be able to remember it very clearly? and last point, immediately when i could move and my eyes opened, all my fears were gone... there wasn't any aftermath fear in me... all the fears tat i had, just simply vanished, as if nothing happened...

to end off, it was not such a fruitful trip as we all expected... we wanted to buy alot of stuff and not come back as empty handed as we did... but the massage there was really good... the foot massage was better than the thai massage... we had massage near the Asia Hotel... the place was called Asia Traditional Thai Massage... anyone looking for a good massage should go there... i prefer painful massages, cos i can feel the pain then i think its nicer... haha i dunno why... anyway, i seem to have more ghostly encounters after i had this dream abt 1 month ago, abt being able to see ghosts... wonder if tat dream was the start of it all, making me have more regular encounters...
glad to be back...nothing is better than home sweet home! the thai's service and efficiency, are still behind Singapore's... well done Singaporeans! u make us proud!

i'll be back!!! hopefully...

2005-12-09T14:06:00.000+08:00

the clock is ticking...and its abt time to set off...soon i guess...sigh...i will miss all of u!!! (as if i gonna be away for very long like tat...haha) but do take care one and all! if i dun make it back, do know tat u are all my friends! and i cherish all of u! i want a sister!!! a younger one preferred! i dunno why but i think having a sister is kinda cool! like someone to take care of and someone who will take care of u...but people say tat having a sister is like having a monster at home! haha...but i beg to differ...i got a bro...he's great...with a sister it would be even better! cos tat means i got both! then will get to enjoy both their companies! a sister is sweeter than a brother...cos she cares for u and stuff...having a brother is a playmate...someone to haf fun with and talk to abt guy stuff cos same frequency...but can talk to a sister abt guy stuff too la...but its different...anyway i'm all packed and ready to go...and i've cut my hair to everyone's votes...it looks neater now...hope the next time i take the bus, people will wanna sit with me...haha...cos ever since i got my hair this colour, no one wants to sit with me even though i move into the window seat...they would just rather stand...as if i'm some fierce man-eating monster...haha...people are making fun of me blogging now...cos its so girlie! i still think its abit girlie...haha...hmmm guess i'm stopping here now...hope everyone misses me...esp. YOU!

leaving...on an SQ plane...

2005-12-09T00:39:00.000+08:00

yeah! going to thailand already...today is the day...kinda excited...hope i can find plenty of stuff tat i want...i'm taking SQ!!! heard that it is really good! i only took it once in sec...but heard tat they serve haagen daz ice cream now...but dunno on the short flight to thailand have anot...hope i see a pretty air-hostess!!! just like kirsten dunst in "Elizabethtown"! anyway, "Elizabethtown" is a must watch show for all! it will be out in Jan...its a very touching story...abt love and abt family...so do watch it everyone! hmmm...everyone commented tat i should cut my hair...i kinda like it now actually...the long sideburns and how messy it looks...but sigh guess i'll cut it since everyone...and i mean EVERYONE, told me to go cut it...sigh sigh...bye blondie! i'll cut it 1st thing in the morning...i'll blog once more b4 i leave for thailand...take care one and all! in case i dun blog...cos i not yet packed...haha...

my 1st post!

2005-12-08T11:21:00.000+08:00

this is my 1st time blogging! oh no...some people who read this, confirm will be saying me, "wah...tot tat time u say blogging is for gals? then why are u blogging now?" haha but then just try try ma...haha...
sigh sigh...anyway after yesterday (not yas-terday) gaming session...i found out, tat i lost my gaming abilities!!! wat is happening to me!!! just seem to haf lost it...hope it was just only yesterday's incident...
anyway yesterday i met up with my JC friends! and they called me a lion!!! everyone took their turn to 'suan' me...even Amy's 12 year old sister! but i didn't really took it to heart...cos since its a gathering, its meant to be fun...we went to settlers and had great fun playing pictionary...i didn't even know the existence of settlers though it was in Holland!!! its been a great outing...hope we can all meet up again!

this is the JC batch(with Amy's sister)

look at the lion!!!!

me as the 'lion' in animal farm nite